TANK ; MUSIC FOR LIFE!

~~星期五, 十一月 02, 2007~~

6:58 上午

Suffocated.I seem to have fallen irrevocably into...
1) this cycle of negative thoughts tt keeps surfacing through my mind
How it seems like everything you slog so hard for signifies nothing,really.
Just like tt ice cream you like so much which you find a few moments later,a decreasing puddle of water.
2) this weird habit of talking my thoughts out loud,and finding how embarrassing the consequences are
3)this someone...who apparantly has been 'controlling' my life.Now it seems im turning into a clone i myself dont seem to recognise.I mean.. the same books read? tt favourite singer?..
sadly i dont exist in tt someone's life.

which mean to say it could end up being fervently in vain.

THAT IS A SCARY,FREAKY FACT IF YOU'D JUST THINK OF IT.